Dear Rose S.

Dr.BCR.Mangala priya
Watsuthivararam,
Yannawa,sathron,
Bangkok,10120.
Thailand

11.26PM Monday 30/08/2009

I wanna tell you something,
You still make my heart skip a beat.
I still get butterflies,
When I see you.
I still think about the day you smiled.
I try so hard to forget,
But I can never forget.
I know you have some else in your dream,
I feel sad about it.
Maybe he is your dreaming man,
Maybe he is smart, funny, and amazing,
But I promise you this,
He will not care about you the way I do,
No one on earth could ever have stronger feelings for you than me.
If you come back to me,
I would give up my dreams,
To make yours come true.
I wanna take a bullet for you,
I wanna walk a thousand miles,
In the pouring rain for you,
I would do anything for you.
The day I saw you at Mahadhatu,
Something happened and I can’t explain.
I just knew, you were special.
The moment I looked at you,
I could ever imagine.
It’s not the fact that,
You’re dreaming of him that kills me.
It’s knowing that I could have been that man,
If I had not messed it up.
I regret for your sorrow,
I regret for all the horrible things,
I said to you.
I never wanted to hurt your feelings,
And I am sorry if I did.
I can’t get over you,
I don’t wanna let you go.
I miss everything about you,
I miss your beautiful smile,
I miss your timid laugh.
I miss your charming voice.
I never thought someone could make me so happy,
When remembering about you.
You’re the first to do it,
No one knows why,
I am like this about you.
Sometime I even don’t know myself.
But then I see you.
And then all makes sense again.
You told me to follow my head,
Instead of my heart.
But do you have any idea,
How hurt it is.
When you’re in love with someone.
I love you.
I always have loved you,
And I will always love you.

Oh My Beloved Rose S.

Dr.BCR.Mangala Priya
Watsuthivararam,
Yannawa,sathorn,
Bangkok,10120.
Thailand
Sunday _29/08/2009 Time: 09.48
Oh my beloved rose S,
Where are you?
How are you?
I hope nothing is wrong with you.
Because you have my heart with you.
You have stolen my hours,
You have stolen my days,
You have stolen my sleep,
Finally you will steal me totally.
I can feel you,
Both physically and mentally,
I see you praying for me day and night,
Just to give me a better life,
I can’t close my eyes,
I can’t keep my eyes open,
I see you while eating,
I see you while walking,
I see you while sitting,
I see you everywhere,
I hear your sweet voice everywhere,
Now dear tell me,
What shall I do?
Shall I die for you or live for,
I see you but can’t feel you
Why is this god so cruel to me?
Oh my sweet dear rose S.
Why can’t we be together?
I think we are made for each other.
Why do you pray for me?
If you don’t wanna be with me.
I believe in rebirth,
I believe in mechanism,
I believe in heart,
I believe in Love,
More than that I believe in you,
And I Love you,
You made my eye fallen on the ground,
With your first sweetest smile you gave,
I can’t put back the eye,
That has fallen already,
Once a man is dead,
He is dead forever.
We can’t offer him a life.
Oh my sweetest rose S,
Please give me your heart,
It values me more than God.
God created suffering in the world,
But you create only happiness in the world.
You are the one for me,
I love you till death.
I love you more than I can say.
You are not only a mother to me,
But an irreparable being to me.
You are my everything,
My irreparable red rose S,
I love you, and I will love you,
No one can stop me from loving you,
I am the master of myself,
But still I am ready to offer my life for you.


………………………………..To be continued

Oh My Red Rose Flower by Mangala priya

Dr.BCR.Mangala priya
Watsuthivararam,
Yannawa,sathorn,
Bangko,10120.
Thaialnd

How could I break my heart so bad?
I currently feel,
I am in love.
I think I am in love.
If you dies right now,
I would die too.
Love feels like heaven,
But it can hurt like hell.
Why can’t I feel anything?
For anyone other than you?
Oh my sweet red rose,
Please come to me.
No one loves you more than me,
And no one even will.
In the world you may be only one person,
But to me you are the world.
Don’t try to understand me,
Try to come closer to me.
Don’t leave me,
Be beside me.
I holding a dream,
That will never come true.
The first thing you give,
Is a beautiful bright smile.
I wanna be the reason,
For the smile on your face.
I would live for your smile,
And die for your sorrow.
It’s funny how you breaks my heart,
But still I love you with all little pieces.
I believe in love,
I believe in you,
So I love you.
My heart tells me to give up,
But my heart won’t let me.
So this is the teenage romance,
Knowing not, why it hurts like hell.
So this red rose flower,
And it has my heart.
it doesnt understand,
How much I love it.
Tears are the words,
That the heart can’t say.
You hurt me so much,
When all I do is to love you.
What happens when you are my Cinderella?
But I am not your prince.
Why can’t you just love?
When I have fallen for you.

The Flower

Dr.BCR.MANGALA PRIYA
WATSUTHIVARARAM,
YANNAWA,SATHORN,
BANGKOK,10120.
THAILAND

She may be the devil of my life,
But still I LOVE her.
If there is only one friend left,
I would want it to be her.
I believe in LOVE,
Because I love her.
She is the most beautiful lady,
I have ever seen.
I think she is not a human,
But a damsel coming down from heaven,
And she came only for me.
She is the red rose,
Every man wants to have.
I would be happy to offer my life for her,
She is more than my life.
Her face is the moon,
Her smile is the brightness,
She gives happiness to thousands,
Her beautiful smile will never be forgotten,
Her words can never be thrown away,
She shines in thrill and sorrow,
She is the goddess,
I take refuge in.
Why is god so cruel to me?
But I’m still happy,
because I could at least,
See her charming face in my life.
What is the use of this life without her?
So I wanna die,
And rebirth again to make her mine.

THE HEART BEAT

Dr.BCR.MANGALA PRIYA
WATSUTHIVARARAM,
YANNAWA,SATHORN,
BANGKOK,10120.
THAILAND
It’s hard loving someone,
That doesn’t love you back.
They say before you die,
You whole life flashes before your eye,
Please make it worth watching.
I wish I was as invisible,
As you make me feel.
Never make someone your everything,
Because when they leave, they have got nothing.
Smiling is easier than explaining,
Why are they crying?
Sometimes you can’t always see,
The pain someone feel.
When I lost you,
I lost the smile on my face.
Why everything I want,
Everything I don’t have.
I could never forget you,
That’s why I cry every day and night.
I don’t know the pain,
I feel inside.
You asked what was wrong,
And I smiled and said nothing,
Then I turned around and said everything.
Just let me cry,
That’s just a hard lesion,
Everyone has to learn.
Why every song reminds me of you,
I have lost other half.
Nobody will ever make me feel,
The way you did.
I need you like the fat,
Kid needs cake.
I like walking in the rain,
Nobody can tell that I am crying.
Every day is a struggle for me,
Seeing you with him,
Hurts more than you think.
I just want you to come back,
And let you know that,
The hardest part of life is not looking back.

The tears

Dr.BCR.MANGALA PRIYA
WATSUTHIVARARAM,
YANNAWA,SATHORN,
BANGKOK,10120.
THAILAND

If there was a stream,
Connected to my eyes,
I could now make a river,
Out of my tears.
I cry both day and night,
Just to hear the sweetest bright.
I told her how I feel,
But she doesn’t care.
I try to forget,
But she is my only trust.
If you love someone tell them,
Because hearts are often broken,
By words left unspoken.
Relationships are like glass,
Sometime it’s better,
To leave the heart broken,
To try to hard yourself,
Putting it back together.
Looking back over the months,
That we have been friendly,
I can’t help but wonder.
Every time she smiles at someone,
It’s a gift to that person.

The poem

“By”
Beautiful Seori

I know you could never resist cake and ice cream,
Even though they would make your tummy swollen.

My Poem

Dr.BCR.MANGALA PRIYA
WATSUTHIVARARAM,
YANNAWA, SATHORN,
BANGKOK,10120.
THAILAND

In some people’s life LOVE is wrong,
Whole life has to be given for the result.
The one that Built house in the heart,
Brought the greatest rain in life.
The hope, I had in my dreams,
Really didn’t understand.
Whom I wanted with LOVE,
Became someone else.
I planted a flower after breaking the Heart,
Result I got was a cut.