DISAGREEMENT OF LOVE

For you I am low,
Therefore you’re too slow,
As the greatest I think of you,
With blood I wanna sew.
Now with one hope I live,
Only to you I believe.
To you I wanna trust,
But to me you wanna blast.
Only to you I like,
Therefore only to you I love.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple?
Because you were so afraid of losing,
What you already had with that person?


I wrote this in the bus when I was coming back from wong noi. I thought of my special girl and wrote this. I wrote this at 04.30PM on 30.09.2009

BEING FREE

By
Mangala priya

Time:09.30PM
Date:25.09.2009

Since the time I saw you,
I felt something special,
And I knew I was in love,
At first I thought you’re kept for me,
So I had a desire to contact,
Now you know who I am,
But yet I don’t know who you are,
Because for love nothing much is needed,
No need distance, no need position, no need age.
Love is to share and care,
When two hearts feel the same,
The love arises there,
I loved you and still do,
In the world there is no such power,
That can keep me away from loving you,
With me you’re done,
Although I am yet not done,
Now the sorrow I have in me,
Seems to be more than the water in the sea,
I tried to prove my love,
But you didn’t care for it,
I have cried enough dear,
I am not a stone to bear,
Everywhere you’re voice I hear,
Everywhere you’re face appear,
But now you made me with tear,
As I beared I saw only tears,
Now I want tear no more,
I wanna let you be free,
But with one last hope,
That you be safe everywhere you go.
I know I am dead already,
I don’t wanna die anymore,
I wanna see only peace,
Suffering is to be cease,
In some place we may meet again,
But for sure I will not be the same,
It’s terrible to see friends becoming strangers,
So from now onward I shall be your stranger,
But I can’t really forget you.
For life Special people should not be forgotten,
In the rain I will cry for you.
Through god let you know that I still love you,
Till death you’re my angel,
Buddha’s teaching that I am following,
On this path I should lead,
And be the owner of the garden.

LOVE OF PEACE

LOVE OF PEACE
By
Mangala priay

Time: 08.47AM

Such a feeling is coming over me,
Not the flower in the garden,
Not the shine in the world,
You will be surprise when I am gone.
But before I sleep,
I have miles to go around,
And fulfill you wish,
A killer I have become,
Who will protect you from sinners,
For me whole world is bad,
Nobody can really grantee that,
Be happy although you’re alone,
Sing your song in a good tone,
Make your life wonderful,
Make your life a bliss,
Don’t forget this please,
If you do, I won’t get peace

DEAR KS

09:10 am 23.09.09
Oh my love,
In mind you keep things,
That can’t talk.
What are you made of?
You make me confuse day by day,
And I’m tired of it.
Why can’t you frankly say?
What you really need to say.
Since the time I saw you,
I was glad and gentle to people,
I try to give you love,
But you accepted it not,
What can I do to prove my love,
Do you want my life?
I’m really ready to offer for it,
You’re my life,
You’re my everything,
I can’t stay even a minutes without thing about you,
If I could get a penny in every moment I thought of you,
I would be a millionaire right now,
The more I try to contact you,
The more I go wrong on you,
I feel so trilled,
Even to hear your voice,
Though I know I can never be near you,
But I pray to be near,
Since the day, you stopped talking to me,
I have no way to keep in touch with you,
I am scared that I have to leave you alone,
Around all types of people,
And pray only for my end,
Dear friends help me to leave early,
Pray at least once a week for my death,
I have cried enough,
And now I’m tired of it,
I wanna die and be born in heaven,
I can feel that death is coming near,
One day we will both die,
But I pray to God to expand your life,
And wait for you in heaven,
So that we rebirth together,
Remember if I die,
It because of you,
No one shaked my heart as you did.
I love you more than I can say,
But you gave me a shit,
By this I understand that,
In this life I’m not the one for you,
But in next birth I pray to be,
So my love if I die,
Do not cry
Be happy with the life you have,
That’s what you want,
I know I need to perform perfections,
To see you to be mine,
This is the beginning of love,
I need to struggle for it,
I feel sad to leave you alone,
But its what you want,
Oh my love yet I’m not dead,
Come and hold my sweet love,
I still love you more that anyone,
Don’t laugh loudly,
It may hurt you,
Don’t smile in silence,
It may decay you fast,
See your smiles,
Although you have miles,

by
Titu Barua

DEAR KS

23.09.09 06:30 am

Now you know to ignore,
But do you know the result of it.
Past determines present,
Present determines future,
See your past and presnt.
Keep your tears for future,
Today you’re glad,
Tomorrow you get to be sad.
Things change without conscious,
Oh my love, bring your senses.
Games are for fun,
Otherwise, they’ll come to your turn.
Day and night ignorance makes us cry,
So for truth why should we shy.
Lies don’t last for life,
But truth really does.
To ignorance is easy,
To smile is easier,
But to forget it’s a hell of a thing,
Make tears out of blood,

by
Titu Barua

DEAR KS

22.09.09 11:45pm

Don’t know what’s in you,
Don’t understand the figure of you,
I wanna know you,
You have something that I really need,
In me you live all the time,
You’re only mine,
I love you more than I can say,
For that I can really pay.
Oh my love, why are you hiding in the forest,
Come and hold my breast.

by
Titu Barua

I MISS YOU MY LOVE

I die when I see your pretty face,
What you want to say?
I really don’t understand,
I see you hiding something from me,
You’re simple words become heavy,
When they come directly to me,
I think I am afraid,
Of what I am going to do,
I hear you, I feel you,
I need you,
I want you to trust me,
You’re my angel,
You’re my triangle,
I see you smiling,
I see you getting weak,
Friends are the life to beings,
No man can live without,
Now I am scared to say,
What I really wanna say,
Everything you say seems to be nectar to me,
You’re words are sharp and short.
Easily imaginable are your examples.
Oh my beloved Mother,
You’re the creator of happiness,
You’re the world that gets sunshine throughout the days.
Sun never forgets to send its wishes on your ways,
I wanna say I love you,
But it’s more than what I say,
There love exists,
Where red rose exist!
Making one’s dream,
Making one’s cream.

I MISS YOU

Mangala priya
372/1 mulleriyawa,
himbutana road,
angoda, Sri Lanka

My heart is not a rock,
Which will bear everything silently.
The dream I see is forever with you,
Tell me how much tear do I need?
To prove my love for you.
In silent Love comes to every being,
Some get and some loses,
But still strive proceeds.
Turn the blood to water,
Only to prove their love.
Whatever you say I don’t care,
You’re the best in my heart,
In the dream I built a house,
You’re the master of the house.
You tell me, I like you,
But I tell you, I love you,
Love and like are not the same,
I hope you understand the same.
Distance and age don’t matter in love,
Love understands the two hearts.
In the cloud there is a blue,
In the wind there is a smell,
In the heart there is feeling,
You’re in the feeling.

Special Rose

By
Mangala priya

You don’t run with the crowd,
You go your own way,
You don’t play after dark,
You light up my days,
Got your own kind of style,
That sets you apart,
That’s why you captured my heart,
I know sometimes you feel like you don’t fit in,
And this world doesn’t know what you have within,
When I look at you, I see something special,
A rose that can grow anywhere,
And there is no one I know that can compare,
what makes you different,
what makes you so beautiful,
what’s there inside you,
shines through to me,
in your eyes I see, all the love that I ever need,
you’re all I need,
you got something real,
you touched me so deep,
you don’t know how you touched my life,
In many ways, I just cant describe,
everything you do is beautiful,
you’re beautiful to me.

Sweet Rose

This is a poem very small poem I have written during my Advance pali grammar class
interval time.
Dr.BCR.Mangala priya
Watsuthivararam,
Yannawa,Sathorn,
Bangkok,10120.
Thailand.

Time:03.35PM Tuesday



I see your face,
Glooming with stars.
I see your face,
Fighting with hearts.

I see your smile,
Brightening the pretty world.
I see your smile,
Showing the path to happiness.

I see your body,
Getting more and more beautiful.
I see your body,
Bringing trill to thousands.

I wanna tell you,
I like you,
I love you,
I will always love you.

TOUCHING ROSE S.

Dr.MCR.Mangala priya
Watsuthivararam,
Yannawa,Sathron,
Bangkok,10120.
Thailand

Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss.
If you’re my friend, please answer me this.
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot.
So tell me now, tell me the truth.
So that I can say, I am here for you.
Of all the friends I’ve ever met.
You’re the one I won’t forget.
And if I die before you do.
I will go to heaven and wait for you.
I will give the angels back their wings
And risk the loss of everything.
Just to prove my friendship is true.
To have a friend like you.