I am feeling what you're feeling...

Seori!brother, sister,close friends...how are you all doing?? today i have a very serious day...today i cant sleep i can do nothing...i feel something speacial ...i think something has gone wrong with some of you and you're really worried about ..i can feel your pain in me as well because you're part of my life now....Please do not think too much that will harm both of us...i feel so lonely here...i miss you all....if there was mountain peak near by i could have gone there and cry for your fade...i see the trees with lots of branches colored with fully green..but when i compare my life with those trees i see that my life is nothing....i feel so lonely..i have no body...my heart is already broken to look for someone new to me...i do not feel to talk to anybody now...every aspect of my life shows something extra ordinary....Oh dear...my request to you is that plesae wherever you be, in which situation you be, with whomsoever you be, with whatsoever sorrowful thoughts you be,please you do not forget to bring colors to your life with the most brightest smile because when you drop your slidest tear i feel it with much pain in me....never think that no one thinks about you ...think that there is someone to pray for you...who wants you to be safe all the time even at the risk of their life....So dear please take care and stop your terrible tears... because i can stant it here....it's killing me........i am so alone here....i miss you so much.....take care ....

Bad Dream

hi..friend...
How are you doing? i hope you're keeping well with your girl and boyfriends...today i am going to write something very terrible. it's about a dream that i saw today at night at 01.20AM and heard some noise which woke me up in the room...so before i go to talk about my dream let me tell you what happened yesterday.....
Yesterday from morning to evening i was busy with books. i was trying to read for my exam but something kept me thinking all the time.....i could not study but yet i tried to be with books...In the evening the pain of my thinking became very powerful and then i tried to cantact the person that i was thinking about...i thought and looked back at what i have done and what i am doing and what i have to do...at 06.39PM it became very very powerful and as there was nothing that i could do, i decided to commit suicide but fortunately there was a call to go for chantting then i went to chantting and there i was thinking her as well....there also i thought i should prepare for my death by hanging with robe binding with the fan why should i disturb her if i really love her then i should let her do whatever she likes and i was confidence to hang up as well....it was 08.23PM when i came back from chantting i sat on my computer chair to see whether she is online or not. As i have no permission to contact her through phones....i wanted to contact only to hear her voice and die ....but if she is online also i dont know because she had already deleted my account from her messenger list. anyway when i opened my msn to see her onoline luckily my brother nuzzed me and wanted me to do something for him ....by this he saved my life otherwise i was getting to arrange everything and say good bye to everyone...so atlast i did what my brother asked me to do ....and slept at 11.00PM but this is not my usual time to sleep...so when i laid down i went fast asleep because i was thinking and very much worried...and i saw a terrible dream in the middle of my sleep...i dont know how far it can be true...
My Dream
i saw a big building i was in the first floor and i did not have awareness as i was thinking about her...i recollected how much i loved her but she didnt care...what i have to do to make her happy but i saw that i can never make her happy because i am not the man for her...she has her own man...then thinking all those things i decided to go to her and to say the last word "Oh my dear Wherever you be with whoever you be please take care because your life is worth living" and then i went to the fiveth floor of the building and she was also coming behind me and i walked faster than her and quickly jumped from fifthfloor to the ground with my head downward...then my head was full of blood and she came down from fifthfloor to see me and started to cry with loud voice...i was imediately taken to hospital but i died in the van...she was crying severely and then imediately my brother was informed about the situation and he too started to cry..and he got very angry with her....because he knows that i died because of her...then my sister was informed and she cried like she lost her life...everyone was informed about my death.....then suddenly my dream stopped when i heard a frightened noise coming from my room ....which woke me up imediately...this is the end of my dream....

What happened because of the dream?
Because of the dream i woke up early and i was unable to do anything...i forgot that i have exam today...i thought of making people happy and today i made three people happy and two people unhappy...three peole whom i made happy are Phra maha buluwat, A begger and a foreign lady whom i made when i was going to MCU for writing exam...and the people whom i made unhappy are phra maha doung dii and achin nyaninda who asked for some help for the exam. i sat for the exam at 5.40PM but i did not know what to write...questions were already given and answers are also given but it was geting so difficult for me to write...i could think nothing...i am not a student who writes little and give back the paper if cant write...but today what happened is that i wrote whatever i liked and gave back the paper within one hour although the exam is for 02.30 minutes...exam started at 5.40PM and i gave back the paper at 6.30PM...i am still worried whether it's going to be true or not...i am really scared....if it is my kamma ...i must say i am ready to accept it ...i shall die and be born in heaven and wait there for the dearest friend....if loving someone means giving life then i am ready to offer my life for her sake.....

By Mangala priya

Be A Bird

hi...
i know the feeling that i have for my best friend can never be explained with words. at first when i saw her i was crzy and i knew i was in love... when i talked to her i was even more than that...but somehow she studied me completely and said nothing....first thing she did is that she blocked me from msn and slowly slowly i got to know what she is doing but i didnt care although i knew everything...i wanted to stop but i thought no...if there is love there is everything...i have to accept every part if i really love...but the more i tried to go near she went far with the word beautiful distance...well ....i have never feel so good before meeting her...i made her everything ...but to her its was nothing...now i am living apart without the heart...now i know i am not the one for her although i thought she was send for me....she is not a normal girl but an extra-ordinary one....for some reason she wants to be away from me....she was my princess but she didnt care for it...now i know for sure we'll meet again in some place...and my heart is also telling me that i will surely meet you again in my next life as the best friend that's what i am praying for these days...today i checked my msn deletor.....and noticed that my best friend delelted me from msn...hahahaha....how do you guys fell when you love somebody but you get opposite result for it....she deleted me from msn ..its alright ....but she can never delete herself from my heart....if she cuts the heart ...she will see her pictures only nothing more than that....whatever she is...i accept her the best and she'll forever be the best ....all things that shine are not gold....people tell me crazy when i talk about her but i tell them i can offer my life for her only....she is mine and forever will be mine....it doesnt matter where she stays ..with whom she stays...love doesnt need distance...beauty..position...anything...its just the two heats coming together at one point...now she deleted me ..its alright but i stll love her and i will always love her...if she wants me to forget her, she has to cut my heart with a knife and see her own pictures in front....whatever it is i want to tell her that may you be success in whatever you plan..because Good plans go wrong at times ...and never forget to take care and think about yourself for atleast 30 minuts...eat more and be healthy... you told me good bye many times but yet i never tell you good bye and i will not tell you good bye...you have completely captured me my dear...now with one hope i live....to see you being a very big professor and opening an orphanage...i will fullful your wishes without your concern...i will do my duty on rememberence of my love.....i will make my own .... like tajmahal today....we will see each other as close friends in next life i am sure... now you take care well...you need to live more than i do...

Beer for the First time..Part II

From: Aung Shing Marma
To: Mangalapriya Barua
Sent: Sun, October 11, 2009 7:31:06 PM
Subject: read this attached file

mangalbarua sraman: i am taking beer man
Receiving IMVironment from mangalbarua sraman...
mangalbarua sraman: wow..its fucking good
mangalbarua sraman: Hey sexy

mangalbarua sraman: I love what you've done with your window

mangalbarua sraman: So...you're a girl, huh?

mangalbarua sraman has signed out. (10/10/2009 11:39 PM)

AUNG: hi
mangalbarua sraman: yep
mangalbarua sraman: what
mangalbarua sraman: i m taking beer
mangalbarua sraman: beer is great man
mangalbarua sraman: now i wanna fuck ladies
AUNG: good
mangalbarua sraman: i m very hot now
AUNG: fuck ur gf
mangalbarua sraman: i want u
mangalbarua sraman: plse come let have a nep
mangalbarua sraman: plse come i wanna fuck man
mangalbarua sraman: not lady anymore
mangalbarua sraman: i m really beer
mangalbarua sraman: wow..
mangalbarua sraman: its so great
mangalbarua sraman: hahaha
AUNG: if it is good to u ok
mangalbarua sraman: hahaha
mangalbarua sraman: hahahhah
mangalbarua sraman: ok??
AUNG: no one can controle others
mangalbarua sraman: what do u mean
mangalbarua sraman: man be frack
mangalbarua sraman: frank
mangalbarua sraman: i wanna sleep now
mangalbarua sraman: my friends brought me beer and i took all
AUNG: i will send ur message to korean ajarn
mangalbarua sraman: now i m dying
mangalbarua sraman: whatever i dont care
mangalbarua sraman: i wanna fuck
mangalbarua sraman: i m dying man
mangalbarua sraman: i dont care anybody
mangalbarua sraman: i only wanna die
mangalbarua sraman: after fucking all ladies and man of the universe
mangalbarua sraman: can u help me
mangalbarua sraman: come to me i wanna have sex
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahahahahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: ahahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: ]ahahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: ahahahahahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: ahahahahahahahahga
mangalbarua sraman: haahahahahahahaha]
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahah
mangalbarua sraman: ahahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahaha]
mangalbarua sraman: haahahahahaha]hahahahaha]hahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahahaha]ha]
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: ahahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: ahahahahah]a
mangalbarua sraman: are u coming
mangalbarua sraman: i m going to sleep now
mangalbarua sraman: i cant stay awake anymore
mangalbarua sraman: i feel sleepy
mangalbarua sraman: i wanna lay down
mangalbarua sraman: plse send something for me
mangalbarua sraman: send somemore beer
mangalbarua sraman: can u send somemore beer
mangalbarua sraman: i wanna take beer everyday

Beer for the First time...

Hi! Friends..
today is the happiest day in Thailand,
I'm taking beer,
Early for me beer was bad,
but these days beer is the best,
i never thought it could be so sweet,
Woman is nothing compared to beer,
Now in thousand pieces this love i wanna tear,
What is the use of bear?
see you in next life my belove dear,
That's what you wanna hear,
Now don't forget to take care,
otherwise i wont have peace here.
Saying it with cheer...hahahaha...
*Titu*

FUCKING LOVE

Do you know the meaning of ABCDEFG ?

A boy can do everything for girl.

Reverse the meaning of ABCDEFG....

which comes to be GFEDCBA..

Girls forget everything done and catches new boy again.....

CHEATER

by mangala priya



Not for love I was born,
For tears I was born.
For me you’re special,
But to games you’re partial.
Your personality I seek,
Like a bee wondering in Greek.
To you I love,
To you I believe,
To me you belong,
I need to hear you song.
In the heart you’re there,
Your voice I like to hear.
In communication I’m wrong,
But reality I’m not wrong.
With me you’re done,
Although I’m yet not done.
With me games you’re playing,
But with you I’m dreaming.
To see love is wonderful,
To understand love is tearful!
A love of heart,
May not last tight!
In me you exist,
Like the shadow that never leaves,
From me time passes,
But you never pass
Now you’re a part of me,
In the world that seeks peace.

DISAGREEMENT OF LOVE

DISAGREEMENT OF LOVE
By
B.C.R.Titubarua
Thailand.

For you I am low,
Therefore you’re too slow,
As the greatest I think of you,
With blood I wanna sew.
Now with one hope I live,
Only to you I believe.
To you I wanna trust,
But to me you wanna blast.
Only to you I like,
Therefore only to you I love.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple?
Because you were so afraid of losing,
What you already had with that person?
For me your love may die,
But for sure my love for you will never die.





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