DEAR KS

09:10 am 23.09.09
Oh my love,
In mind you keep things,
That can’t talk.
What are you made of?
You make me confuse day by day,
And I’m tired of it.
Why can’t you frankly say?
What you really need to say.
Since the time I saw you,
I was glad and gentle to people,
I try to give you love,
But you accepted it not,
What can I do to prove my love,
Do you want my life?
I’m really ready to offer for it,
You’re my life,
You’re my everything,
I can’t stay even a minutes without thing about you,
If I could get a penny in every moment I thought of you,
I would be a millionaire right now,
The more I try to contact you,
The more I go wrong on you,
I feel so trilled,
Even to hear your voice,
Though I know I can never be near you,
But I pray to be near,
Since the day, you stopped talking to me,
I have no way to keep in touch with you,
I am scared that I have to leave you alone,
Around all types of people,
And pray only for my end,
Dear friends help me to leave early,
Pray at least once a week for my death,
I have cried enough,
And now I’m tired of it,
I wanna die and be born in heaven,
I can feel that death is coming near,
One day we will both die,
But I pray to God to expand your life,
And wait for you in heaven,
So that we rebirth together,
Remember if I die,
It because of you,
No one shaked my heart as you did.
I love you more than I can say,
But you gave me a shit,
By this I understand that,
In this life I’m not the one for you,
But in next birth I pray to be,
So my love if I die,
Do not cry
Be happy with the life you have,
That’s what you want,
I know I need to perform perfections,
To see you to be mine,
This is the beginning of love,
I need to struggle for it,
I feel sad to leave you alone,
But its what you want,
Oh my love yet I’m not dead,
Come and hold my sweet love,
I still love you more that anyone,
Don’t laugh loudly,
It may hurt you,
Don’t smile in silence,
It may decay you fast,
See your smiles,
Although you have miles,

by
Titu Barua