Beer for the First time..Part II

From: Aung Shing Marma
To: Mangalapriya Barua
Sent: Sun, October 11, 2009 7:31:06 PM
Subject: read this attached file

mangalbarua sraman: i am taking beer man
Receiving IMVironment from mangalbarua sraman...
mangalbarua sraman: wow..its fucking good
mangalbarua sraman: Hey sexy

mangalbarua sraman: I love what you've done with your window

mangalbarua sraman: So...you're a girl, huh?

mangalbarua sraman has signed out. (10/10/2009 11:39 PM)

AUNG: hi
mangalbarua sraman: yep
mangalbarua sraman: what
mangalbarua sraman: i m taking beer
mangalbarua sraman: beer is great man
mangalbarua sraman: now i wanna fuck ladies
AUNG: good
mangalbarua sraman: i m very hot now
AUNG: fuck ur gf
mangalbarua sraman: i want u
mangalbarua sraman: plse come let have a nep
mangalbarua sraman: plse come i wanna fuck man
mangalbarua sraman: not lady anymore
mangalbarua sraman: i m really beer
mangalbarua sraman: wow..
mangalbarua sraman: its so great
mangalbarua sraman: hahaha
AUNG: if it is good to u ok
mangalbarua sraman: hahaha
mangalbarua sraman: hahahhah
mangalbarua sraman: ok??
AUNG: no one can controle others
mangalbarua sraman: what do u mean
mangalbarua sraman: man be frack
mangalbarua sraman: frank
mangalbarua sraman: i wanna sleep now
mangalbarua sraman: my friends brought me beer and i took all
AUNG: i will send ur message to korean ajarn
mangalbarua sraman: now i m dying
mangalbarua sraman: whatever i dont care
mangalbarua sraman: i wanna fuck
mangalbarua sraman: i m dying man
mangalbarua sraman: i dont care anybody
mangalbarua sraman: i only wanna die
mangalbarua sraman: after fucking all ladies and man of the universe
mangalbarua sraman: can u help me
mangalbarua sraman: come to me i wanna have sex
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mangalbarua sraman: ahahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahahaha
mangalbarua sraman: hahahahahaha
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mangalbarua sraman: ahahahahahaha
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mangalbarua sraman: are u coming
mangalbarua sraman: i m going to sleep now
mangalbarua sraman: i cant stay awake anymore
mangalbarua sraman: i feel sleepy
mangalbarua sraman: i wanna lay down
mangalbarua sraman: plse send something for me
mangalbarua sraman: send somemore beer
mangalbarua sraman: can u send somemore beer
mangalbarua sraman: i wanna take beer everyday

CHEATER

by mangala priya



Not for love I was born,
For tears I was born.
For me you’re special,
But to games you’re partial.
Your personality I seek,
Like a bee wondering in Greek.
To you I love,
To you I believe,
To me you belong,
I need to hear you song.
In the heart you’re there,
Your voice I like to hear.
In communication I’m wrong,
But reality I’m not wrong.
With me you’re done,
Although I’m yet not done.
With me games you’re playing,
But with you I’m dreaming.
To see love is wonderful,
To understand love is tearful!
A love of heart,
May not last tight!
In me you exist,
Like the shadow that never leaves,
From me time passes,
But you never pass
Now you’re a part of me,
In the world that seeks peace.

BEING FREE

By
Mangala priya

Time:09.30PM
Date:25.09.2009

Since the time I saw you,
I felt something special,
And I knew I was in love,
At first I thought you’re kept for me,
So I had a desire to contact,
Now you know who I am,
But yet I don’t know who you are,
Because for love nothing much is needed,
No need distance, no need position, no need age.
Love is to share and care,
When two hearts feel the same,
The love arises there,
I loved you and still do,
In the world there is no such power,
That can keep me away from loving you,
With me you’re done,
Although I am yet not done,
Now the sorrow I have in me,
Seems to be more than the water in the sea,
I tried to prove my love,
But you didn’t care for it,
I have cried enough dear,
I am not a stone to bear,
Everywhere you’re voice I hear,
Everywhere you’re face appear,
But now you made me with tear,
As I beared I saw only tears,
Now I want tear no more,
I wanna let you be free,
But with one last hope,
That you be safe everywhere you go.
I know I am dead already,
I don’t wanna die anymore,
I wanna see only peace,
Suffering is to be cease,
In some place we may meet again,
But for sure I will not be the same,
It’s terrible to see friends becoming strangers,
So from now onward I shall be your stranger,
But I can’t really forget you.
For life Special people should not be forgotten,
In the rain I will cry for you.
Through god let you know that I still love you,
Till death you’re my angel,
Buddha’s teaching that I am following,
On this path I should lead,
And be the owner of the garden.

DEAR KS

09:10 am 23.09.09
Oh my love,
In mind you keep things,
That can’t talk.
What are you made of?
You make me confuse day by day,
And I’m tired of it.
Why can’t you frankly say?
What you really need to say.
Since the time I saw you,
I was glad and gentle to people,
I try to give you love,
But you accepted it not,
What can I do to prove my love,
Do you want my life?
I’m really ready to offer for it,
You’re my life,
You’re my everything,
I can’t stay even a minutes without thing about you,
If I could get a penny in every moment I thought of you,
I would be a millionaire right now,
The more I try to contact you,
The more I go wrong on you,
I feel so trilled,
Even to hear your voice,
Though I know I can never be near you,
But I pray to be near,
Since the day, you stopped talking to me,
I have no way to keep in touch with you,
I am scared that I have to leave you alone,
Around all types of people,
And pray only for my end,
Dear friends help me to leave early,
Pray at least once a week for my death,
I have cried enough,
And now I’m tired of it,
I wanna die and be born in heaven,
I can feel that death is coming near,
One day we will both die,
But I pray to God to expand your life,
And wait for you in heaven,
So that we rebirth together,
Remember if I die,
It because of you,
No one shaked my heart as you did.
I love you more than I can say,
But you gave me a shit,
By this I understand that,
In this life I’m not the one for you,
But in next birth I pray to be,
So my love if I die,
Do not cry
Be happy with the life you have,
That’s what you want,
I know I need to perform perfections,
To see you to be mine,
This is the beginning of love,
I need to struggle for it,
I feel sad to leave you alone,
But its what you want,
Oh my love yet I’m not dead,
Come and hold my sweet love,
I still love you more that anyone,
Don’t laugh loudly,
It may hurt you,
Don’t smile in silence,
It may decay you fast,
See your smiles,
Although you have miles,

by
Titu Barua

DEAR KS

23.09.09 06:30 am

Now you know to ignore,
But do you know the result of it.
Past determines present,
Present determines future,
See your past and presnt.
Keep your tears for future,
Today you’re glad,
Tomorrow you get to be sad.
Things change without conscious,
Oh my love, bring your senses.
Games are for fun,
Otherwise, they’ll come to your turn.
Day and night ignorance makes us cry,
So for truth why should we shy.
Lies don’t last for life,
But truth really does.
To ignorance is easy,
To smile is easier,
But to forget it’s a hell of a thing,
Make tears out of blood,

by
Titu Barua

Oh My Beloved Rose S.

Dr.BCR.Mangala Priya
Watsuthivararam,
Yannawa,sathorn,
Bangkok,10120.
Thailand
Sunday _29/08/2009 Time: 09.48
Oh my beloved rose S,
Where are you?
How are you?
I hope nothing is wrong with you.
Because you have my heart with you.
You have stolen my hours,
You have stolen my days,
You have stolen my sleep,
Finally you will steal me totally.
I can feel you,
Both physically and mentally,
I see you praying for me day and night,
Just to give me a better life,
I can’t close my eyes,
I can’t keep my eyes open,
I see you while eating,
I see you while walking,
I see you while sitting,
I see you everywhere,
I hear your sweet voice everywhere,
Now dear tell me,
What shall I do?
Shall I die for you or live for,
I see you but can’t feel you
Why is this god so cruel to me?
Oh my sweet dear rose S.
Why can’t we be together?
I think we are made for each other.
Why do you pray for me?
If you don’t wanna be with me.
I believe in rebirth,
I believe in mechanism,
I believe in heart,
I believe in Love,
More than that I believe in you,
And I Love you,
You made my eye fallen on the ground,
With your first sweetest smile you gave,
I can’t put back the eye,
That has fallen already,
Once a man is dead,
He is dead forever.
We can’t offer him a life.
Oh my sweetest rose S,
Please give me your heart,
It values me more than God.
God created suffering in the world,
But you create only happiness in the world.
You are the one for me,
I love you till death.
I love you more than I can say.
You are not only a mother to me,
But an irreparable being to me.
You are my everything,
My irreparable red rose S,
I love you, and I will love you,
No one can stop me from loving you,
I am the master of myself,
But still I am ready to offer my life for you.


………………………………..To be continued