Be A Bird

hi...
i know the feeling that i have for my best friend can never be explained with words. at first when i saw her i was crzy and i knew i was in love... when i talked to her i was even more than that...but somehow she studied me completely and said nothing....first thing she did is that she blocked me from msn and slowly slowly i got to know what she is doing but i didnt care although i knew everything...i wanted to stop but i thought no...if there is love there is everything...i have to accept every part if i really love...but the more i tried to go near she went far with the word beautiful distance...well ....i have never feel so good before meeting her...i made her everything ...but to her its was nothing...now i am living apart without the heart...now i know i am not the one for her although i thought she was send for me....she is not a normal girl but an extra-ordinary one....for some reason she wants to be away from me....she was my princess but she didnt care for it...now i know for sure we'll meet again in some place...and my heart is also telling me that i will surely meet you again in my next life as the best friend that's what i am praying for these days...today i checked my msn deletor.....and noticed that my best friend delelted me from msn...hahahaha....how do you guys fell when you love somebody but you get opposite result for it....she deleted me from msn ..its alright ....but she can never delete herself from my heart....if she cuts the heart ...she will see her pictures only nothing more than that....whatever she is...i accept her the best and she'll forever be the best ....all things that shine are not gold....people tell me crazy when i talk about her but i tell them i can offer my life for her only....she is mine and forever will be mine....it doesnt matter where she stays ..with whom she stays...love doesnt need distance...beauty..position...anything...its just the two heats coming together at one point...now she deleted me ..its alright but i stll love her and i will always love her...if she wants me to forget her, she has to cut my heart with a knife and see her own pictures in front....whatever it is i want to tell her that may you be success in whatever you plan..because Good plans go wrong at times ...and never forget to take care and think about yourself for atleast 30 minuts...eat more and be healthy... you told me good bye many times but yet i never tell you good bye and i will not tell you good bye...you have completely captured me my dear...now with one hope i live....to see you being a very big professor and opening an orphanage...i will fullful your wishes without your concern...i will do my duty on rememberence of my love.....i will make my own .... like tajmahal today....we will see each other as close friends in next life i am sure... now you take care well...you need to live more than i do...